A dream this morning

I had a really sweet dream this morning, and I want to write it down before I forget. In the dream, I was at university (which, by the way, barely resembled the university I attend) to give an exam. I was climbing up a flight of stairs when I glanced over my shoulder to ask… Continue reading A dream this morning

Should I not leave?

My immigration form for the Netherlands came yesterday and it's all feeling so real now. Things are moving fast, really fast. And I feel really unprepared about the whole thing. I feel like I don't know anything about the immigration process, housing applications and life in general outside my home. It's really terrifying me. What's… Continue reading Should I not leave?

Studying vs. Learning

I have an exam tomorrow. Cognitive Psychology. It's a lot to study in a relatively short time, especially considering I attended classes for this subject over four months ago - before the pandemic. I don't remember anything - and that's an understatement. Nevertheless, I'm trying to stuff my brain with the course plan as much… Continue reading Studying vs. Learning

Stress

I haven't been doing very well since yesterday in terms of my mental health. A lot of stuff has been going on. My university is conducting exams when there was a regulation released that they should be cancelled, there's a COVID case pretty close to home and I've been feeling rather unproductive and inferior lately.… Continue reading Stress