I don’t deserve a good friend

There's some things about myself that I just haven't been able to put into words so far. But I'm going to try right now. Hopefully I can unpack this enough to help myself start working on it. I do my best to be a positive influence on others' lives. I try to help them in… Continue reading I don’t deserve a good friend


Sometimes this feeling of utter and complete mediocrity washes over me. I feel as if the ones closest to me are just so much better than I am, have more figured out than I do and are all-around more mature than me. I don't like that. Because more often than not, that feeling is mainly… Continue reading Imposter


One of my most deep-seated and real fears is being mediocre. The thought of being an ordinary woman, with an ordinary life scares the hell out of me. I can't imagine myself as a domestic woman, doing domestic things. And this is not to say that I have something against people who do choose that… Continue reading Mediocrity