2026

2025 was a difficult year for me. I think this was (is) the most stressed I have been during my adult life. I feel like I've struggled through this year instead of thriving in it. Stress, so much stress. Work, family, therapy, complicated relationships. Financial decisions, financial confrontations. Keeping the pace at work through it… Continue reading 2026

2025

It's 2025. Wow. Last year, I wrote that I wanted 2024 to be a year of self-exploration. I wanted to understand myself better, put myself in tough situations, and learn how to adapt. I've done that and so much more this past year. 2024 has been one of the wildest years of my life so… Continue reading 2025

2024

It's the new year. 2024. I came to museumplein to see the fireworks this year. By myself. I was supposed to be here with a few friends but they decided not to come at the last moment because of the rain. I'm so, so, so glad that I decided to come by myself. I'm so… Continue reading 2024

2022

I watched the clock strike 12 and into 2022 with a friend just over 18 minutes ago. A few minutes before the New Year, she stood still, praying to the sky above, thanking everyone who made her life wonderful this year and hoping for a good following year. My prayers found me a little while… Continue reading 2022